Yes, master.The complicated lifetime of a black colored girl whom gets down on being a sex servant.

Yes, master.The complicated lifetime of a black colored girl whom gets down on being a sex servant.

PUBLISHED BY Feminista Jones.ILLUSTRATIONS with Ada Buchholc

I’m a black colored woman that is american and I also identify being a “slave.” Yes, the term is fraught with shameful history, however it has another meaning one that’s sexual and freeing, rather than oppressive and managing. As a practitioner that is longtime of (bondage, control, dominance and submission), we see slaves as individuals who willingly surrender control for their partner or “master.” As a descendant of African Americans whom were legally enslaved for years and years, but, the expressed term additionally conjures up violent pictures of my ancestors’ pain and suffering. These two definitions clashed in my mind, so I denied being a slave for 18 years. However now, at 36, I’ve finally embraced it. The impulse to provide myself totally to some other individual is simply too overpowering to resist.Read more